What if...

What if I wasn't born? Michael was the only child that my mother carried in nov 17 1997. Things would be a lot different. 1.) no one will wash the dishes/ help in the household chores. 2.) no future.

What if I was dead?  probably, they'll remember me because i'm all over facebook/twitter and all those condolences. Maybe a few people would actually remember me by heart. 

What if I was adopted? no full blood family, the only fact that can be against me (family fights), wondering who my real family are. 

Sometimes, these what ifs thoughts happen when I'm miserable/sad/depressed/lonely. I just don't know my family anymore. I'm just.... tired. 

Hangover post

So obviously from the title, I'm experiencing a hangover right now. The main reason why I'm typing this post is to see how drunk I am through typing. My stomach hurts like hell because of the damn alcohol. I never really liked alcohols for some reason because all it makes you is 1.) makes your belly big 2.) liver abuse 3.) hangover 4.) vomit. Ugh screw this i don't wanna drink anymoreeeee. Haha yun lang got nothing to do yeah

It turns out that I will go to DLSU. Received my confirmation card and other shenanigans. How hard can it be? Trust in the Lord. Finally found the positive side of this decision that I've made. ALLELUIA!

I passed DLSU. The reconsideration specifically. But after I saw the degree program below, I wasn't that happy. Education? Really? My mind flipped and enroll in Mapua instead. That's where the course that I wanted and that I'm qualified to. I can still transfer to DLSU after a year. I don't want to take that course that they threw me into, despite the fact that I can shift after a year.. but still. I don't feel that much excitement. It is actually funny that my brother and I are still in the same damn school. Hay