Stupid things that ruins your happiness

During our Solaire adventure, I wanted to kill my nephews and my brother. So bad. I'm not typing this because I'm mad or something because that's what I felt that time. I don't get it how this little stupid thing actually killed my vibe. When we were eating lunch outside of the hotel, my damn brother edit my photo and draw shits around them. Then he lend his phone to my nephews and it's even worse. After we dropped my nephews in their homes, I talked to them for a minute. It's funny how they couldn't even apologize. I talked to their moms and explained them everything. Know their answers? "Bata lang sila eh. Pagpasensyahan mo na." I just answered "Ok". I wanted to say and fucking smack them with "Nasa high school na yang mga yan tas bata pa? Nakakaawa ka naman, magulang ka tas pinapalampas mo lang. Pag inulit pa nila yang kalokohan nila, di ko uurungan yan at papaiyakin ko yan. Seryoso." If ever I told them these words, the only loser in this battle is me. They are shallow minded and all they could say against me is that I'm such a hurtful person. Especially James? Screw that kid because he deserves all the insults in this world. Not trying to be mean, but I won't doubt that he'll receive this karma in the future. He is a hypocrite and uncivilized. I shouldn't have defended him from my mom's hurtful words she said about him because those words were fucking true. If I was given a chance, I'm going to embarrassed them in front of a lot of people. To my brother, I blocked him to every account I have. I'll stop being that sister who'll act like a parent because it's her duty. No. He is already old and he can handle himself. He never did any good deeds for me but headaches.