Valentine's day has always been a normal day for me ever since and no, it's not because of bitterness. As if I even had an experience. I just think that it's not that much of a big deal. I used to believe it's only for couples and married couples. In highschool, flowers and chocolates are so mainstream that you'll get tired of it. Never ending 'boy surprises girl' in my classroom, in the hallway, and even outside. That's how much of a big deal valentines is for them.
What's the point of these photos anyway? Basically, my first time to ever receive this kind of thing. And my first time to see a real sunflower my whole life. It kept me puzzled, I mean who would even bother giving this kind of thing? To me? As my previous post, I'm a skeptical person. I always think of ALL worst case scenarios: "Trying to trip me up" "might've been the wrong Michelle"
I hate feeling this way but at the same I time, I know I should. It keeps me away from my ego. But there's just this 1/4 of me appreciating this flower and as well to the person who sent it. It has a card attached to it, and yeah, he got my name right and my room number. A good thank you is enough.
Also, it was February 12 that I received it. It has been a week and the flower withered. Sucks. I decided to insert the petals in my journal. You know, for memories.
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