Life in the near future

I have this tendency to worry my future so much. I feel so agitated because of it. I'll be an Accounting major this incoming first term and all I could think of is hardwork. That's all there is. Looking at someone I know from BSA is absolutely disturbing because he repeated a subject twice already. A business minor course. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO THINK. I just seriously have to double the work I do in studying just for my stand as a BSA student. This is actually happening, wow. I am completely open to whatever the circumstances are... please. Bravery. There are just other students who wants to shift to other courses when someone out there is already dying to have the course that they are in right now. I don't want to let this go to waste. I am already so fucking nervous. Kaya to. Kakayanin.

Also, I have been searching for graduate schools and these are Harvard, Wharton and AIM which I am actually dying to get enrolled in one day! It is scary though... but somehow an actual victory. Right now, I have to work my ass of so bad it burns.  You know, I am not an optimist and the same reason why I typed this so negatively. There's this scale between optimism and pessimism that made me think that optimists are those who are  overconfident individuals while pessimists are those who thinks about the worst but are hoping for the best. And I am proud that I am the second one.

Status

Hello june! We hopped in to June by checking in into Nobu Hotel City of Dreams. My parents always have a free stay because one of the employees already knew them and just gave them a bonus as a gratitude. 

Learned how to play a piano through online lol talk about being resourceful hez. Now, Someone Like You by Adele is what I am working on. Tried recording myself and can't help that itty bitty mistune... is that even a word? now it is because this is my blog and I create words whatever I want. Anyway, I'm just mastering the first few lines and plssssss give me patience.